Friday, February 20, 2009

the bitch

I finally had enough and asked my roommate to move out last night. The final straw was my winged Nike sitting on my dining room table with a missing wing. Actually the final straw was her referring to my winged Nike as an angel. I've decided that I can't handle living with a 20 year old. I think even when the 20 year old is my own flesh and blood I won't want to live with her/him. I feel like a bitch, but this is necessary for my sanity.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

experiment #3

I sometimes forget

when the moon is new
that the light will return

but it is only in 
the darkeness that
we can see the truths
we hide from ourselves

Saturday, February 14, 2009

experiment #2

Golden sparrows on the green grass

ornaments on the lawn
I step outside for a better look
but all the sparrows are gone

Friday, February 13, 2009

note to a non-valentine

I am learning to be content with the friendship we share, but that won't keep me from hoping for more.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009


E: "Can you explain men to me?

B: "Of course.  I know all"
E: "Please share your knowledge, master"
B: "The secret of men is simple:  women are retarded"
E: "Gee, thanks.  That was helpful"

Sunday, February 08, 2009

what I would like to say

"You're absolutely insane, which is fine.  It works for you.  But I'm still trying to figure out how to keep up."

experiment #1

There is no fear 

in your touch
no excitement either
I feel only comfort
when you are near me

Thursday, February 05, 2009

I'm feeling the urge to scrap this blog and start over.  Must resist.  Maybe if I start writing something worthwhile, I won't feel the need to delete everything.

Sunday, February 01, 2009

I do not understand

Why are guys not interested in girls who show interest in them?  It's only when I decided that he's not worth my time that he wants to talk to me.  I don't get it at all!